Useless.I'm just another useless person in this world.
No better than the garbage that gets swept into the sewers.
I'm not good enough for anyone.
I don't want to show my face to anyone.
I want to wallow in my own fear.
My misery doesn't need any company.
I'm alone and lonely,
Stuck in my own useless world, just being useless.
Falling deeper into the darkness.
I want to wish i was dead.
I want to cry myself to sleep.
I want to scream at night when no one is listening!
...I want to suffer from my mistakes.
I want to be haunted by my past.
This is what i deserve.
I'm nothing but a mistake that should have never been made.
I deserve tha pain of payment.
The pain of the past.
I deserve to die like this: alone and lonely.
I'm just one of the useless people in this world.
No better than the garbage that you walk on...
Complex Simplicity chapter 2Are you really going to eat all of that? asks Alex.
Me and Alex decided to go to Chinatown and are currently in Nom Wah, a very adorable tea parlor. I decided to get tea and a super large plate of vegetable Lo Mein, while she only got a cup of tea.
Yes I am. Its not even a lot. I reply.
I wouldnt eat it. She says with a smile.
Why not? Its really good.
I dont really like eating Chinese food, maybe dumplings.
You dont really like eating anything. she just makes a sour face. I dont know why but it always seems like shes making and excuse to not eat something. I know shes not anorexic or something, shes just really conscious about what she eats.
Chris just texted me, he said hes like three blocks away.Alex says after she takes a long sip of her tea.
Why does he always seem to now exactly where we are, even when we don
Complex Simplicity chapter 1 Once again Im on my way to art. I really like art class, and Im glad I got it first period this year. I dont know why I always take the long way to the room. I suppose its because Amy always gets to class late. I hate this school. Some days I really like it but today its just really bugging me. Well at least Im in art now. Amy isnt here yet but thats ok, Ill just get her project out for her. Hey Lei said Amy. Turning around I notice that Amy is wearing the biggest sweater in the world. Her sweat pants look extremely old. Her hair looks a mess as usual.
Amy, hey. Whats up?
Oh my god I have so much to tell you about last night said Amy. Shes always telling me a crazy story that probably isnt even true, and I pretend to be interested.
Wait dont you want to wait for Joey to get here. So you can tell him what happened too?
Oh yeah I forg